Where's the song in MY heart?

Where's the song in MY heart?
Where has it gone?
If I don't have one...then does it mean having mine was wrong.

You have a song in your heart, don't you?
Does it make you happy whenever you hear it?
Does it comfort you?

My heart is empty.
Soulless in fact.
I wish I had a song to caress me,
And love me like that.

Is it wrong that I don't have one?
Is wrong that there's no song in my heart?
If I don't have one am I bad?
Is that the reason that every thing that was good is now what I HAD?

Why am I like this?
Cause I'm different it's gone.
Did I ever have one to begin with?
It's hard to say cause I can't tell if this is wrong.

This so called song has disintegrated.
Is it even real?
Fact or fiction, lets hear it.
It's not like it's something I can steal.

Since the song is gone...
Is there room for love?
For there's an emptiness in heart,
Where my song used to belong.

I think it's cause of my song,
That I am disabled to love.
Because my song should make me understand,
What it is to feel a hug.

Was my song squashed or stolen?
Has it been shot dead?
Was I born with out one?
Is it lost in my head?

My world of questions,
Never to be answered.
It's not like there's a smartness enhancer.
Only I would know where my song has gone.
And if I ever had one.

And when I search or think real hard,
I come up with nothing.
Not a subtle hint,
Not a little clue,
To let me know if my song is with you.

Where's the song in MY heart,
It's only fair.
If I get to know where it is.
And for the answer I'll stare.

But fine, leave me be,
I don't think my song was ever with me.