Something is clawing at my heart,
Trying to get out,
It's everything I know and love,
Without a doubt,

I'm loosing, loosing everything,
My faith, my belief, my knowledge, my life,
Nothing's alright,
How can I stay strong I such a lopsided fight,
I'm loosing everything in the dead of night,

I don't know what to believe,
My mind will never be relieved,
Of it's foul thoughts of hate and sin,
I don't even know where to begin,

I fight and I lie,
So much for the righteous life,
The truth I want to deny,
Just let me sit alone in a dark room and cry,
Possibly die,

I've lost my friends, family, even my cat,
I should die due to loads of crack,
Either way suicidal thoughts is a pain,
Cuz I know I have nothing to gain,

I don't have my faith,
It's been lost in this fight,
And it's just not right,

I don't know what to believe,
There's nothing to put me at ease,

I can't remember what I knew,
My knowledge withdrew,
With out leaving a single clue,

My life is over tonight,
Lost in the darkness of the night,
I've lost everything alright,
Guess this was a pity fight,

I can't stay strong,
Cuz everything will go wrong,

I lost everything I know,
And some one buried it in a hole,