Missing You

There is a vagueness
Which surrounds the spoken
Words between us
Torturing the depths of 
Our hearts as we search
Each others mysteries of
Descension down inside
Our souls.
I could feel You there
Surrounding me as though
You knew where to go
For I opened myself 
Completely succumbing to
Your desires,
Wanting You
Needing You
Sharing myself
Never hiding.
Total trust, You knew me
So well.
Yet a vagueness now surrounds,
Caught in my own hell.