Why did She Say Goodbye?

She has now away gone
And so my heart is torn

I think not she will be back
As she will leave no track

Forgetting me she has left
My peace has had a theft

My mind has turned weak
My future is damn bleak

Sorrow in my heart spreads
Only gloom, my heart weds

Terrible agony severely attacks
Strangely God even never backs

In my heart, there is a vacuum
My soul faces doom and gloom

My mind is absolutely confused
Only deep agony is produced

My soul has no way for solace
As God has withheld His grace

Heart beats resemble palpitation
As sadness blocks its function

Tears inundate my withered eyes
She has snapped all our love-ties

Unhappiness is now in full swing
Only dejection, memories bring

Way to bliss can't be found out
Fate is winning the devilish bout

No way to escape from this
As I am deprived of holy bliss

I am sure that she will not return
I will not be given another turn

She is precious, but I have lost
I can only remember the past

A lovely chance is by me missed
Only denial is by me now kissed

I can never look at her surely again
This creates in heart a fierce pain

No way to get connected in life
My mind is with utter worries rife

No messenger will give any news
I am unable to gather her views

She will dominate my mind ever
May be, time will heal my fever

Is God planning to punish me
As He views me as His enemy

Goodbye my dear girl, goodbye
We cannot be together, why?

mvvenkataraman