Heartbroken,
By my own dreams,
Starved of wants,
Because of my needs,
I spiral farther,
Into the dark abyss
of my soul,
The nightmare that is me,
Screaming in rage one second,
Crying in pain the next,
Tormented I am,
By my own emotions,
Pacing the floor,
Caged
By others,
And myself...
Blood dripping from me,
Mingling with my tears and sweat,
Alone...
That I have always been,
Feeling,
A torrent,
Drowning,
I dream of apathy,
Unfeeling,
At peace,
I wish...
My empathy...
What makes me...
...would go away and leave me to do as I mean...