Do I seem like a messed up person?
I'm drowning here in this
Sea of absolute lonelyness,
Fading into my human side!
Wake me up to
Show me its real
Break me up to
Show me I can still feel;
I'm going down and 
I'm feeling empty.
These words can't even
Define it all
The way I feel things...
To say this is my worst nightmare
I'm watching myself die right before my eyes.
Because misery loves company
It chose me to be apart of its 
Grave and unnatural humorous world.
The uneasy pain, undisclosed depression,
And appropriate saddness eats away
At my heart and mind like acid rain 
To a brick building!
I can't take no more,
I need a savior
But I know that no one will
Come if I scream and shout....