I will always live with the storm inside me
that makes me live on the edge.
I learn to dance in the rain
with the hurricanes
but everything is so strong.
I will always love
with more percent than you can imagine
if you get to know that side of me.
I will cry and I will scream hysterically
when the storm rips my body
and I will fall whenever the floor whispers to me.
I will lie on the kitchen floor,
shaking and screaming,
emptying the bottles content
and the next day
I will laugh myself breathless for nothing
when I see flowers grow
from the bloody concrete
I fell and hurt myself on.
I will see the beauty in your eyes
when I crawl into your arms,.
whispering words
that will make you warm
from the inside but
I don't know if you will stand still
when I lose my grip
because I don't dare to believe
That I do not know if you will stay
and if you will cope
until you'll feel that my heart
really do beat inside of the coldness.
But if you do
and if I dare to let you in
and when we'll see
what the knowledge of the real me will do to you..
I really want to try
to cross this ocean with you..
I really do..