numb

painfully painless

this feeling of rejection even though i have not even talked to you...

why do i feel so dead inside, internally weak scared you will say no to me.
yet.
i want you so badly like no other

do you see it,? the way i see you in front of me. you leave me speechless breathless
and when you leave i feel so empty without you.
like someone took part of my soul.

but then again you are the other half of my being.