Broken Opiate Heart

By Awesomeshiloh

I never realized that my life would end
     That day
But I know I'm only one syringe
     From ending all my pain
I don't think that I can live this way
     It's just to hard
Maybe I'll just end my life today
     With a needle in my vein

My last goodbye
With bloodshot, pin-prick eyes
I'm lying on my back
Wishing that I could still be
With a needle in my vein
Still alive
I don't wanna die
I~I~I~
Wish you were still here with me

I never thought that I'd turn into this
     Dope fiend
But there's nothing that I want to miss
     So I just try to sing
Living now is what is killing me
     I wanna die
Dieing's my new beginning
     To just see in your eyes


My last goodbye
With bloodshot, pin-prick eyes
I'm lying on my back
Wishing that I could still be
With a needle in my vein
Still alive
I just wanna die
I~I~I~
Wish you were still here with me

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Copyright 2012 Awesomeshiloh
Published on Tuesday, July 10, 2012.     Filed under: "Poetry"

Author's Note:

I wrote this song to the tune of "pain" by jimmy eats world. I also wrote it right after I buried my best friend from a heroin OD and my fiance from a brain anuerysm just 6 months apart and just being only 7months out of prison.
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