Over Her

I can finally say im over you
It didnt take me 3 years like it did with her
But it did take me longer then is should have
Im ok with the fact that you dont want to be with me

Because ive found someone better
Let me rephase that
Ive found a girl thats better then you ever were
All you did was use me for your own selfish needs

Perhaps i did the same to you
But the thing is, i told you when you asked
You didnt, you didnt want to tell me
You wanted to hide behind the scars and the lies

But She understands me
She believes in me
She opened my eyes to something that i thought i had gotten from you
She makes me happy

How we would just sit and talk about our day
But those days are gone
They will never come back
Regardless of how much both of us want it

And ive excepted that fact
Ive grown to be okay with it even
And im not looking back
I dont want to

You always told me that i needed to let the past be the past
That i needed to focus on my future
My happiness
And that is what im doing

Im doing what you wanted me to
Not because of you
Non of this is because of you
It because i want to

Ive decided to move on
Ive dicided to let go
Im letting the past be exactly that
"The Past"

You should be happy
This is what you wanted right?
Didnt you tell me that day that i needed to move on with my life?
That i needed to get better?

Well, i have news for you
This is what i want
I am moving on with my life
And i am better

I no longer need therapy to help myself
She told me im better
Even the people i live with have seen that im better
Im even thinking of going back to school

Your happy right?
But i have something else to say
I no longer need your approval
I dont even want it

And i dont want you
I have someone new
And to be honest, ive fallen for her
I cant even begin to describe how she makes me feel

She is beautiful, funny, kind, smart, happy, the list just goes on and on
She is happy with me
Something you never where
You always had something to say about how i felt, or what i did, even

Ive fallen harder for her then i ever did you
But they thing is, when i fell, she fell to
And she fell just as hard
And im happy with her

She gives me the one thing i tried to get from you
Her approval
She doesnt think i should change
But something that she doesnt understand that you do is, i dont deserve her

She is to good for me
I know she is
Yet she is willing to give this piece of shit a chance
And i will never be able to think her enough for it

I treat her like a queen, not because i have to, or she asks me to, because i want to
She deserves to be treated as such
Because in my eyes, she is a queen, no.
She is more then a queen

She is a goddess
She is pure beauty in bodliy form
She is amazing
She is also mine

And im hers
I want to be hers
She deserves this world, and so much more
And i can honestly say, ive fallen inlove with her

She had me at the first word
But i think i had her at the first word also
I dont even know enough words to describe how i feel about her
But not just about how i feel about her, but also about you

All i can say is this, im over you
I dont want you anymore, ive learned my lesson
Age and experience make you stonger and wiser right?
Well, i may only be 17, but i have enough wisdom to know im Over Her

And im inlove with you
Maybe you will read this tomorrow when you wake up
I would just like to let you know that i like you alot
And i cant wait till monday