Over Her
By LostInDarkness
I can finally say im over you
It didnt take me 3 years like it did
with her
But it did take me longer then is should have
Im ok
with the fact that you dont want to be with me
Because ive found
someone better
Let me rephase that
Ive found a girl thats better
then you ever were
All you did was use me for your own selfish needs
Perhaps i did the same to you
But the thing is, i told you
when you asked
You didnt, you didnt want to tell me
You wanted
to hide behind the scars and the lies
But She understands me
She believes in me
She opened my eyes to something that i thought
i had gotten from you
She makes me happy
How we would just
sit and talk about our day
But those days are gone
They will
never come back
Regardless of how much both of us want it
And ive excepted that fact
Ive grown to be okay with it even
And im not looking back
I dont want to
You always told
me that i needed to let the past be the past
That i needed to focus
on my future
My happiness
And that is what im doing
Im doing what you wanted me to
Not because of you
Non of this
is because of you
It because i want to
Ive decided to move
on
Ive dicided to let go
Im letting the past be exactly that
"The Past"
You should be happy
This is what you wanted
right?
Didnt you tell me that day that i needed to move on with my
life?
That i needed to get better?
Well, i have news for
you
This is what i want
I am moving on with my life
And
i am better
I no longer need therapy to help myself
She
told me im better
Even the people i live with have seen that im better
Im even thinking of going back to school
Your happy right?
But i have something else to say
I no longer need your approval
I dont even want it
And i dont want you
I have someone
new
And to be honest, ive fallen for her
I cant even begin to
describe how she makes me feel
She is beautiful, funny, kind,
smart, happy, the list just goes on and on
She is happy with me
Something you never where
You always had something to say about
how i felt, or what i did, even
Ive fallen harder for her then
i ever did you
But they thing is, when i fell, she fell to
And
she fell just as hard
And im happy with her
She gives me
the one thing i tried to get from you
Her approval
She doesnt
think i should change
But something that she doesnt understand that
you do is, i dont deserve her
She is to good for me
I know
she is
Yet she is willing to give this piece of shit a chance
And
i will never be able to think her enough for it
I treat her
like a queen, not because i have to, or she asks me to, because i want
to
She deserves to be treated as such
Because in my eyes, she
is a queen, no.
She is more then a queen
She is a goddess
She is pure beauty in bodliy form
She is amazing
She is also
mine
And im hers
I want to be hers
She deserves this
world, and so much more
And i can honestly say, ive fallen inlove
with her
She had me at the first word
But i think i had
her at the first word also
I dont even know enough words to describe
how i feel about her
But not just about how i feel about her, but
also about you
All i can say is this, im over you
I dont
want you anymore, ive learned my lesson
Age and experience make you
stonger and wiser right?
Well, i may only be 17, but i have enough
wisdom to know im Over Her
And im inlove with you
Maybe
you will read this tomorrow when you wake up
I would just like to
let you know that i like you alot
And i cant wait till monday