I've come to realize that they all meant more than I ever will
But I never expected anything from you
I just couldn't comprehend
Why I wasn't worth more
{Emotions are the death of us all and any towards you are non existant}
That might hurt to hear
But I won't lie that I relish in it finally I can look at you,
touch you and not feel a thing Outside the friendship
[That was never possible before.]
Some things still do hurt not because you have the ability to hurt me now
It's the things you did in the past when i did care
and I can see now just how much you didn't
(never be the one to fall)
I'm a girl, with the best intentions
But I'm also much more valuable to have than your life's worth.
Ask anyone who would defend me in a second.
I'm a rarity I screw up, I make mistakes
I fall into the same patterns as everyone else
I'm not perfect, I don't claim to be
But I have no hidden agenda I'm the best at revenge- I won't indulge in it
It's useless. Grudges are tiresome and pointless.
It's a way to hold on Just let go
Games are overrated
Fuck with people, they'll get you back
Take your losses and cash in
It sucks seeing the people you cared for change
But life does that when we constantly evolve and whose to say people actually change
Maybe you painted them in a different light
We make people out to better than what they are
As a defense to not lose hope over mankind.
Or so we can justify why they're in our life
When it's best to leave them out.
The point of this all Know your worth
The best advice she ever gave me
{Make sure if you have a broken heart You were the one to break it yourself} Never relinquish the power to someone else