Your Disease

The fear is consuming me,
the pain is eating me alive,
How do you let go, How do, how do,
how do you let go, let go, let go

This is the calm before the storm, it is the ending of our days,
we won't survive this one, the tide is rolling in, our ship is wrecking,
the pain is enchanting 
This is the last we'll see of each other,
the hate, the pain, the fear, the loathing of one another will consume us,
There's no stopping it

Because

You ripped everything we were apart, There's no fixing what you did with her
the time spent healing won't help us, we must go our seperate ways
Love isn't here anymore, you chose lust over love
I can't pretend that I'm okay while I'm breaking down.
I gave you all of me and you gave me your disease.
Love doesn't live here anymore.

"As long as we fight together we will make it out alive",
but you don't feel the pain, the betrayal, you weren't the one left in the cold.
How many times did you pick up the phone to see if I had called, did the guilt hang over your shoulder knowing you should've been home with me?
You laid her down, you took her home while I fought with the idea if you could really do this to me

You ripped everything we were apart, There's no fixing what you did with her
the time spent healing won't help us, we must go our seperate ways
Love isn't here anymore, you chose lust over love
I can't pretend that I'm okay while I'm breaking down.
I gave you all of me and you gave me your disease.
Love doesn't live here anymore.

He saw his chance
He knew who you were with
He swore his love,
I shoved him off,
I was yours and you couldn't do the same.

I don't want to hear I'm sorry
I'm done with apologies
I don't need your declaration of love
Because the proof was in your deceit
I need you gone like a bad disease