Nothing
can be so beautiful
as it tears into my skin
spilling droplets of
Nothing
searing through me
replacing my pain with
Nothing
until all my scars
remind me of
Nothing
ever made me as happy
or as lonely
as you
Nothing
is wrong now
as the pills float
like stars
amidst the
Nothing
lay me down
in layers of
Nothing
I close my eyes
hoping to remember
Nothing

but you're still there

so I hold my breath
and wait to fade into the
Nothing
you made me believe
I was