Always into a sorrow never dwindling
Passing years of memories growing hazy
Frightening changes never brought to fruition
A quaint uncertainty horrifying to the mind

To lost for an angel to find
No passing smile to blue my covered sky
Having missed her in my heavenly night
Silhouette shining for a boy to see

Panicked fears wishing to be let go
As they are,  I am to be
A separation that will not be allowed
Worthy only of the loneliest sleep

Times moving quickly into past
Laboring steps among pushing strides
Never ahead, Always behind
These faking smiles are losing touch