Your Last Breath
By alesana
I still have the scars you carved over my heart
you ran and I followed
until I could follow no more
abandoned in the dirt of a sad summer
day
you climbed
the hill to the very top
where the sun could shine no brighter
you looked down
with a smile and
expected me to smile back
how can you assume
I'd be happy for you?
you were the one who tore me apart!
you
shattered my soul.
naively, I tried to climb to you
your smile spinning
the thoughts in my head
watercolour scene in shades of blue and green
and there you
are, the highlight of it all
how could you expect me to smile
back?
to reach out my hand for you to pull me up?
I'm slipping
back down away in the mud.
the cruel and wrinkled hand of time
draws storm clouds
o'er your head
something new and unfamiliar
warps your loving smile
you
did this to me.
you shredded me and expected me to love you still!
you only ever wanted to see me burn.
this time, my darling, you won't get
what you want
it's my turn to feel the satisfaction of pain
you can hold my hand and beg
for life
and
I will smile and feed you a lie
so now I drag you screaming
and crying
tie you down in the dark, alone
it's your turn to
suffer.
my rage is such that I could scream
and shatter all the world
you took my heart and sliced
it right in front of me
making me watch as you smiled
not anymore,
my dearest love.
know now that you are about
to take your very
last breath.
a single cut and I can watch you bleed
watch you cry and beg forgiveness
I can laugh in
your face and tell you
some things cannot be forgiven.
you'll
die tonight, my sweet.
but your soul will last forever.
your
pain will never die.
your pain will never die.
Comments on "Your Last Breath"
-
On Sunday, September 4, 2011, Invisibledarkness
(23) wrote:
very interestin. always has vivid details and it was just simply an amazin poem. loved it. its full of amazin raw emotion and yet very little remorse at the thought of bringing pain