Inside-out and Upside-down

Just to be me.
I’ve never been happier
Inside-out and upside-down
And despite being
And comfortably numb
I’m clean and sober
Is inside-out and upside-down
Everything in my head
Figure it all out
When I’m trying to
And at that funny look I get
At the confusion
And even perhaps laughing
And watching
I know God is listening
From reality
I feel disconnected
Doubt their sanity?
Do crazy people
Spinning my wheels
And
Chasing my tail
I’m
Or going
Whether I’m coming
I don’t know
And shaky at best
Topsy-turvy
Is inside-out and upside-down
Everything in my life

Inside-out and Upside-down