always wanting

By Noztic

With the eternal night upon me,
I curl up into a ball and cling to my knees.
I shout out for you since I can not see,
As my lungs hurt and I begin to weeze.

These tears start to burn on my cheeks,
As the darkness engulfs my heart.
I just wanted what everyone always seeks,
But now it is has ended with us torn apart.

I do not have much love to deliver,
To anyone else but you in my life.
Without you I am sitting here with a shiver,
Desperatly looking and holding this knife.

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Published on Tuesday, July 5, 2011. Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"

Comments on "always wanting"

On Friday, July 8, 2011, Artanis (56) wrote:

this is deep...i am at a loss for words.You remind me of Orpheus weeping for his lost love Eurydice.
On Saturday, July 9, 2011, Noztic (11) wrote:

^.^ tyvm for that ^.^ it is awesome when you get compared to something as powerful as that.
A former member wrote: i feel this one too... the one you want is hurting you probably without even knowing it... its quite heart breaking... you have alot to give and this person you are writing about isn't taking it.. i like it... well love it actually
On Tuesday, July 5, 2011, GraveFlower (240) wrote:

pretty fresh, you obviously have a big heart, but remember, no one is worth your pain, nothing is worth it for you to feel pain. theres plenty of fish in the sea dear one, put down the knife. . great write im looking forward to reading more
On Tuesday, July 5, 2011, Noztic (11) wrote:

Yes I suppose there is...however there will always be love for her. I have tried dating, didn't work out as well as this one though. But gotta keep living on through the days :D =^.^= and thank you very much for caring :D