Inner Resolve

Today I screamed out
my anger from
deep inside my soul
it screamed
so loud
my fingers cried out
in pain and anguish
as they 
posted a lament
my jounal pained
to write.

As the words
grew in front of
me, I couldnt help
but understand how
truly honest each
word was and
just how much
I had allowed
her to slap
me in the
face time and again

I realized you
disowned me a
long time passed
and your abuse should
have been my
cue to move
on, but I was
optimistic, and
I believed that
people change but
you did not.

No MORE my
heart screamed
No more! my
soul demanded
No more my
life insisted as
my fingers verbalized what
the whole of
my being demanded
of me. Mother
dearest I...
divorce you I divorce you I..
divorce you