Wasted

The clock is ticking
and thoughts rush
Blurry vision
and the voice is broken



Meaningless
wasted emotions
lying on the floor in pieces
and in the dark you cry for help



I cannot, do not want to, cannot stand
to see you, help you, hear you, love you
for I can not



Shut off, shut down
remove the irritation
replace the feeling
forget the process
cause I don’t deserve that



To mean so little
can kill
can be fatal
you are toxic
I am poisoned


Disgusted


Heartbroken


Cracked


Wordless



Dance of joy a little longer
but it´s just the euphoria of a feeling
that will disappear



the darkness will catch up


and I´m gone