love divided

Ive been watching time go by...slowlly..
it takes second after second of my life.....
and i think to myself if its worth it...
if there is really a reason for me not to fight.....

but despite what i think i feel useless....
i cant find a reason to smile....
we live in a world of unfairness...
and all  i can do is sit and watch....

im sure that while ur sitting out there,
away and alone in ur thoughts.....
that something within u too has been broken...
if not u wouldnt be so far....

its harder and harder each second..
i fell like im waisting my time,
by living this life broken hearted,
but there isnt a thing i can do to react

Cause the reasons that i have to live,
are so away from me...
i am not the same i never will,
what the fuck happened to me

im a scrap of what i used to be,
i cant take this anymore...
in a day i could have changed my life...
but something doesnt work....

i wish i could stop my freaking heart from feeling what it feels....
i wish i could save the time and just lay down and sleep....
till the world is so much brigther...were our love wasnt divided...
were i could accept the fact that i lost u.

Im so stuck in this depresion,surrounded by incomprenhension...
What the hell is going on...i dont want to move on,
evenif i hear from u that this has got to stop...
guess u never thought what ive been going on...or u just dont care to much

i cannot rely on what i see..i live form what i feel...
but im sure that u should know those things
but yet u refuse to see...
i cannot deny whats going on...specifically to myself..

so i find myself between this thoughts..i just wanna run from them,
every time i think about the past...my heart feels like its being stabbed..
oh my god what im becoming...im pathetic i imploded...
where the fucking piece of rock i used to be.....