silent tears

i wonder what u would u feel...if ur world  crumbled down...
As all sight of hope is lost and forgotten...
i guess i cant know..and i never will....
if u love me back...if i should refrain....

Im speechless and helpless...and ur not around...
i drowning in sorrow..i drift in the dark...
with no destination,with no place to hide...
from my demons and fears....since u left my life....

im sick of this silence...i cant find the peace...
i miss u so dearly...and cant have un near...
i wonder what thougts do you have about this...
i wonder if someday..you will say something at least...

if u only had belived in me...it wouldnt be this way...
if u would ever cared to listen..instead of fighting not to hear....
now ur gone and u dont wanna now about it....
yes,u left me to spin in hell....

And i wonder if u will return,if u ever think about it
if i ll ever get u back...
ive been dying since u left me...
and for me theres no way back....

andim trapped with my thoughts and feelings
unable to react....
silent tears that ive been keeping have been flooding my insides...
and i wonder will i drown and die....before i get u back....
if i ever will....