5 years ago, i saw u as a fine ass nigga who got me heated alot,
i admit it you were the shit, you was hot.
I was more curious than cautious, so i wasnt really afraid of getting burned.
But at the end of the day, my lesson had yet to be learned.
They say "if it dont kill you, it makes you stronger".
Back then i never gave up on you, so i held on a lil longer.
And like a loyal dog that i was, i came back from each heartbreak you inflicted upon me.
I thought to myself we were the perfect two, you were the butterflies i would feel in my belly.
But after hearing the most potentially upseting news,
it was not i that fell out of love with you.
But the other way around.
Now that i was forced to another path, it turned my entire perception in life upside  down.
And i'd like to thank you for all of the torment and games you have played.
They way how i look at it, i won. I would have lost myself if i had stayed.
I finally found me. I found that i dont need to  be attatched to things that departed from me long ago.
I found that i dont need someone to lean on, i found i can do things on my own.
I found a strong-willed women who dont need bullshit in her life.
It still may hurt visiting memories everytime your being mentioned, but helped me get it right.
I also thank you for being in my life and showing me what was real and fake,
not saying you were fake, but more of a misconception, but i learned from my mistakes.
You really made an impact on me and i appreciate you having me partially in your life as well.
Thank you for showing me love, kindness,hate, and duplicity.
You helped me become a better, never bitter, but a wiser woman.
And despise the issue of you kicking me to the curb, this new woman will no longer carry a burden.
Nor dwell on the past, but she has also come to her senses, to learn to how suck in her pride and accept that you are no longer my concern,
Thank you one last time, but know that even though you may not feel the forbidden words that burn in my mouthh anymore...i still love you and you will forever remain in what was left of my heart .
Arigato

By:Shanea