never before...(evil arises)

Never before have i lied
I told you I was going to meditate but what I neglected to tell you was that my dick was relaxing somebody else. Those lays were comforting and wild but when I got back I told another lie.
   
Never before have I left my eyes open when I kissed you
For the first time I stared at you blankly, emotionless, and feeling trapped when you kissed my lips. I did not try to look so...surprised. However I am glad that you could not see mi thinking of another girl when you looked into my eyes!

Never before have I denied you a touch
But for some reason when you touch mi now, it is cold and dry. It leaves mi with chicken skin and makes this warrior want to run and hide. Not from you but from the decaying love that wi once had.

Never before have I denied you a kiss
Now the thought of kissing you makes mi want to vomit. I feel sorry for all those times that I felt that for mi to be a good boyfriend I had to make you happy. I regret pressing my lips against your's and placing my body in your's.

Never before have I denied pleasure
But now I have tasted, felt, and smelt better! The sex is crazier, the screams I give her are louder, and the climax is that off of true blood! I am not in love with her for no one woman can satisfy mi, however I will say that maybe one pussy can satisfy mi!

The demon in mi is coming out and the best way to get rid of it is to tell you the truth!!