She makes me Feel things

It is amazing how she makes me feel
All of life seems less real.
All of my emotinons scramble up
But theyre bottled.
So i fear theyll soon erupt,
letting all of my supressed feelings out
Itll ruin everything,
without a doubt.
My real feelings are not me
My real feelings cannot see,
that everythings okay.
that I want to live another day

Sometimes when a little does get loose.
thats when i wish I knew how to make a noose.
She can make me feel really happy
But it kills me to know we arent meant to be.
She doesnt really like me.
Not how I wish she would,anyways

It is amazing how she makes me feel
All of life seems less real.
I want to kiss her so bad
Thats one experience of life I havent had
I want her and only her
I am a guy, because I can not keep my word.
After I spend sometime with "my other girl"
she is the only one whos in my world.