Welcome To My Suicide

By maliceman

If I love you will you sigh?
If I hate you will you cry?
If I love you will you lie?
If I hate you will you die?

I't's sweet but it's novacain
It's raining, but I cannot feel the rain
Hate is a drug that runs through my veins
I love you, and it's driving me insane

A slash to each damned wrist
God I'm so damn pissed
I no longer need to hide
Welcome to my suicide...

Living is a curse
Love just makes it worse
I'll be free when I die
Welcome to my suicide

I gaze into the skies
With ice cold eyes
Every word you said
Reverberating through my head

If I could only change the past
But I know it would never last
I would only screw up again
My whole life, one big sin

Gotta take a stand
Pistol shakin' in my hand
Kept it all bottled up inside
Welcome to my suicide

I got drunk
I said things
I hurt you
I'm sorry
I got drunk
I said things
I hurt you
I'm sorry

I miss your eyes
I miss your lips
I miss your hands on me
The feel of your fingertips

Living is a curse
Love just makes it worse
I'll be free when I die
Welcome to my suicide

I't's sweet but it's novacain
It's raining, but I cannot feel the rain
Hate is a drug that runs through my veins
I love you, and it's driving me insane...

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Copyright 2011 maliceman
Published on Thursday, February 17, 2011.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"
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  • TyrantAvDetForbannet On Saturday, September 3, 2011, TyrantAvDetForbannet (274)By person wrote:

    Live fast, die well and leave a goodlooking corpse Another good write with feeling

  • A former member wrote: "It's sweet but it's novacain." I loved that line. Great piece here.

  • 10 Forty Three On Friday, February 18, 2011, 10 Forty Three (593)By person wrote:

    You're writing always makes me sad but it's always so good that it makes me smile. Well done my friend.

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