Stranger With My Heart

We are like two passing strangers in the night

i only see you for a lil while

i sit and watch the clock for those moments,

tick...

tock....

I wait impatiently as you creep in,

grippjng my pillow as if it were you.

You fill me with your sexy words and sinful kisses

the taste in my mouth is oh so sweet

you use me for your own carnal desire....

trailing your calloused fingertips across my parted lips

the sensation you give me is like no other

i feel dirty....

ashamed....

But my lust for you continues to drip from between my aching thighs

These marks on my wrists are constant reminders of those passion filled nights

Untie me from this bedpost and give me your heart.

No matter how many showers you take you will never rid yourself of me

You can't wash away the bite marks,  or the heel prints i leave in your legs

The sweet smell of my perfume will always linger in the air around you.

the disgust I see when I look at you...

smelling that stank sweet smell of your cigarette in the dark

i watch as you slowly dress

telling me next time will be longer, i promise

yeah....yeah...

i hate you in these moments

my stomach twists and aches as you walk out that door

and go back home.....

to your wife.