"I Hate Today"
my scars dont show i dont put them on display
there in my heart an mind where they will stay
its a horrible burden to have this much pain
lifes not a game
if it was i'd hit the reset button an live it out the same
i have alot of pain but i would want it to change
my scars made me who i'am today
i will beg for death long before i feel its cold embrace 
this body is dying everyday an im ready to see God's face
im no longer living i been dead the last few days
i just wanna be alone so everybody go the hell away
i can let anyone see me this way
things have been bad before but today was my worst day
i wish it was over thats really all i have to say
i just HATE TODAY!!!!
but more importantly I HATE THIS WORLD!!!!
an what we've become
we are the human race turn to dung
after we finish this race an our last song is sung
will we be proud of what we've become?
something has to be done
along the way we lost our selfs
but we come to far to change
so this poem will just end up in an old notebook on a dirty bookshelf
until we learn to care about more then just our selfs
i know how it goes we play the cards we been dealt
so please believe me when i say everything i wrote was heart felt
i just don't want another soul to be like me an lose there self