I Don't Believe in Dying

I'm running away
There's nothing left to say
But I'll sing anyways
I hate every word I write
I'm in the dark without a light
I live for nothing and have nothing to live for
I bite the bullet and run to the door
But its locked
I'm so shocked
With this gun I now have cocked
So I knocked  and I knocked
On this bolted gate
It has surely sealed my fate