Gone

never again shall i feel the same way,
as i walk away i can only hear your cries,
as the cries  fade so does my memory of you and all that was,
as this passes i realize that it never could be and never will,

why cant you see it as it is?
are you dilusional?
whats with the tears in your eyes?
why the questioning stare?
that cold stare of nothing but pain and realization now hides your face,

the image of all that was is burned in my mind,
i look back to see you again,
you stand there crying and broken,
i turn away and my mind races with disbelief,
i cant leave you, but i cant love you,
do i love to hate you or is it just another fake feeling that takes over,
a ghost of love lost,

i cant take this pain,
it cuts my heart like a knife and the wound gets deeper,
i feel my breath get heavier and i finally realize,
i cant leave you,
i love  you,
but when i turn back to hold you......

your gone..