Broken Promises
By freak_with_issues
its funny how so many broken promises can be unshrouded from the mists
of ur lies,
from time and time again i have believed,
but now
i dont know if i do or not,
if i want this,
if i need this,
how will we know when our time is right?
i promised to keep
you in my heart and that is a promise kept,
but is this love true
or is it just another?
how many times do you think i can do this over
and over again?
its confusing to understand you when i dont,
you put on a mask and a fake smile pretending it was all real when somehow
you know it wasnt,
do you really care anymore?
just hearing
your voice is a smack in the face now and to see you is a big fuck you
to all i am,
its funny how we play games like we have all the
time in the world and no one to hurt,
maybe i dont believe,
maybe
i just cant do this anymore but i try for you,
i try for you when
i know it is killing me and you cant see it,
i cant take these lies,
it is unreal and you know it,
how can we repair the damage?
stitches wont cover this wound,
what is real?
its funny
how so many broken promises can be unshrouded from the mists of your lies,
from time and time again i believed,
but now i dont,
now its
over,
its to late to say i love you again,
you slipped away,
its over now...