pain...
thats all i feel
just the sour taste of
vineger and tears
that burn like acid...

the metalic sent of blood
and the sound of shattering dreams
...WHY...
must i cry myself to sleep
only to be tormented
by the past

the faces of those
around me
begin to blurr
as my strength weans
...WHY...
must i suffer
at you hand?

i already want to die....
why must you make it worse?!!
arent i tormented enough already?!
another suicide attempt,
another bloody mess on the floor
while you stand there watching
...LAUGHING...
as i lay there bleeding

my heart... cold and broken
as memoriesflash
before my eyes
...WHY...

what point is there
to fighting it

never knew the
warmth of happiness
or knew what it was like
to be loved

im just another broken heart
that was forgotten by the world
just another child without
a home or family
who cared

nothing more then
an empty shell
stripped of all emotion
all thats left is
pain and hatred

ithas to be my fault...
everything was my fault...
thats why noone loved me

its my fault...
i know it is...

so much pain and hate
i hate myself
for making this happen

all i wanted was
to be like everyone else
safe in the arms
of thier family
but i guess no one can
love a freak

unwanted by eveyone
around me
no matter how hard
i try they never loved me
they never will

its too late...

the deeds cant be undone
the scars unmade
the pain erased

...WHY...

WHY WONT YOU LET ME DIE!!!
why wont you let
me be in peace
(falls to knees)
(sob...sob...sob...)