I Get Hurt Sexy

Thin lines of blood all pooled up into one
The first, the second, the third and we're done
Pause for a moment...
Has the ache subsided?
Not yet?
So we'll move on to another spot for my razor blade to lick.
Unsuspecting skin
Mapping out the lines from within.
Which ivory spot feels just right?
Perfect enough to give me the release I need tonight.
Tired of all the eyes
Trying to analyze
I don't want the attention
I like the pain you closed minded bible thumpers
Why should I have to hide just to ease your mind??
Don't ask me questions and I won't tell you things that cause you pain.
Just because you don't get your jollies from it ,
Doesn't mean it's not my climactic moment.
Ignore my scars,
Don't look at my arms, don't look at my sides, don' t look at my thighs.
This is my own private artwork.
If you don't enjoy it look away
Save your criticism for another day.
I'm not the sad little girl in the corner you believe me to be.
I may be a mess but it's how I deal with my stress, the anger, the pain, the increasingly long days.
You drink a beer,
You pop a pill,
I cut my skin,
Why can't we all fit in?
Tattoos and piercings are acceptable ways of self mutilation
Is is because a professionals doing them?
I can let someone else cut me,
If it gets you to stop bugging the fuck out of me.