Why?...What do you see?

I lay awake at night thinking of your scarred body from the pain that we have inflicted upon eachother. Although this is a nice pain, the thought of your canine's peircing the flesh on my neck is so overwhelming. The smell of our love is clearly in the air. This recruit is on a trip to heaven while he thrust deeper and deeper into your pit of love. It calls for me with a soft wisper and a scent that lures me in for the kill. How can any man deny the oppertunity to lay with her( especially when she only will allow you). We lay on the phone remembrancing the older days and first times of everything, and how well we get along. I knlw that if I was there... let us not get into that.
Lovely expressions flow on your face like a sunrise, always pleasant to see and never gets old.
You have a touch that sends chills down the spine of everyone around us when you touch me.
Our kisses can raise an army and they can fight off of our heartbeats when we hold hands.
The adrinaline that flows through my body is enough to overdose a junky.
Luckily i have your love to send me back to equillibrium and comfort me more.
4 years and our love is still stronger than a chain linked fence!
All the times that i tried to push you away, you only moved closer to this abandoned corpse.
Even though you can smell my flesh decaying with the earth you still see a side of me that keeps you around.
Post pone deppression almost took my life at one point but you cared enough to bring me from that hole, how? That i have yet to realize.
Keep me in your heart and mind and I seek the way of Diana.
boku wa kokoro de shanea san hontou ni desu ne. Aeishiteru