I never thought of this to be so, and now I know that my voice inside is a different one. It belongs to me and that's what I like. To be in control of the darkness within me and able to enjoy the evil deeds and so once again I remember that I don't regret what I did that day. I'm alive but she is not and I know that there's a God and he never wanted that but I let it happen and looked right back at myself missing out on life. That was back in the past.