Suicide

Into this i must fall
leaving behind all i know.
he is dead, moving on to a new
hurting me, is all i know

the prettiest girl
i ever saw
sitting there, is me in awe
he loves her now
i'm a peice of meat
he threw me away
in my defeat.

Loving it all
sex is a game
he played with me
like a cat and a string
hurting me, loving it still
talking no more, to me at all.

Crying silent, in my bed at night
my pillow is soaked
i'm in fright
i've lost it all
the will to live
slitting my wrist
with my little saw.

They find me now
drained of life
my blood is gone
it stained the floor
the smell of me is all around
now i fall
into the ground.

Missing me
they cry and stare
my body is limp
my arms are bare
little slits
dance on my wrists
bringing me to
my final rest.