I am going to make it through this year if it kills me.
By WhoIAM
I sit down to write
and the first thought I have is
where exactly am I,
figuratively speaking I mean,
literally, perhaps.
I am in a stable location for once,
After to many living situations.
I am in a memorable relationship for once,
or at least in my mind.
all these aspects of life I used to dwell on
and still excuses call from the back of my mind,
they are muted now, mind you,
they are far off and almost foolish
but not quite.
I am happy.
I don't know how to deal with it.
Where exactly am I
in my life,
no who am I,
when I studder to
spare a little of my time.
I have so much of it.
time I mean,
Its one of the main themes in my thought process.
I find it hard to finally relax.
I am 23 years young god dammit.
I could not wait to finally relax not to many years ago.
I am going to make it through this year if it kills me.
but anyway,
enough of that rubbish
I am pretty happy for once
fuck it.
Comments on "I am going to make it through this year if it kills me."
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On Sunday, November 9, 2008, disposable
(103) wrote:
loved this, from the title to fuck it. one has to admire the candor and the true human element. write on...
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On Saturday, February 23, 2008, freudian-slip
(236) wrote:
self-imposed argument, perfectly stated. *birds still chirping*
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A former member wrote:
and I say, "you're a real poet". and the birds chirp.
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On Wednesday, January 30, 2008, Distorted_Reality
(100) wrote:
I actually really enjoyed this...It was a nice train of thought...and uplifting unlike most poems you see on here...cool.
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On Wednesday, January 30, 2008, Mari
(419) wrote:
heh, yeah.