I am going to make it through this year if it kills me.

By WhoIAM

I sit down to write
and the first thought I have is
where exactly am I,
figuratively speaking I mean,
literally, perhaps.

I am in a stable location for once,
After to many living situations.

I am in a memorable relationship for once,
or at least in my mind.

all these aspects of life I used to dwell on
and still excuses call from the back of my mind,
they are muted now, mind you,
they are far off and almost foolish
but not quite.

I am happy.
I don't know how to deal with it.

Where exactly am I
in my life,
no who am I,
when I studder to
spare a little of my time.

I have so much of it.
time I mean,
Its one of the main themes in my thought process.

I find it hard to finally relax.
I am 23 years young god dammit.
I could not wait to finally relax not to many years ago.
I am going to make it through this year if it kills me.

but anyway,
enough of that rubbish
I am pretty happy for once
fuck it.

Unauthorized Copying Is Prohibited. Ask the author first.
© 2008 WhoIAM
Published on Wednesday, January 30, 2008.     Filed under: "Poetry"
Log In or Join (free) to see the special features here.

Comments on "I am going to make it through this year if it kills me."

Log in to post comments.
  • disposable On Sunday, November 9, 2008, disposable (103)By person wrote:

    loved this, from the title to fuck it. one has to admire the candor and the true human element. write on...

  • freudian-slip On Saturday, February 23, 2008, freudian-slip (236)By person wrote:

    self-imposed argument, perfectly stated. *birds still chirping*

  • A former member wrote: and I say, "you're a real poet". and the birds chirp.

  • Distorted_Reality On Wednesday, January 30, 2008, Distorted_Reality (100)By person wrote:

    I actually really enjoyed this...It was a nice train of thought...and uplifting unlike most poems you see on here...cool.

  • Mari On Wednesday, January 30, 2008, Mari (419)By person wrote:

    heh, yeah.

Contribution Level

WhoIAM's Favorite Poets
WhoIAM's Favorite Works
Share/Save This Post



Join DarkPoetry Join to get a profile like this for yourself. It's quick and free.

How to Criticize Without Causing Offense
© 1998-2024 DarkPoetry LLC
Donate
[Join (free)]    [More Poetry]    [Get Help]    [Our Poets]    [Read Poems]    [Terms & Privacy]

Attention: Darkpoetry is now in maintenance mode and will be shutting down soon. Save your work if you wish to keep it.