i think this is shit

i sit in my chair thinking of you i guess no different from anyother time. your preasence is blissful, your kisses sweet as honey with love you have yet to speak. its lingering in your thoughts with your soft stare and the way your hand brushes against my face. the way your lips stick to mine and your talk of not being able to speak of your passion.

believe that my heart is yours. that i anticipate seeing your beautiful face in my doorway. that i hope your head pops through my window to save me from lonliness. i dream of you as you tell me stories of the future. our future. being together just me and you.

i get scared i get hopeless woundering y me. how am i special. what do i do better than sumone else. but those are just questions.

i know i can love you. give you the world and your dreams in the clouds. i can hold your hand an never let go, kiss your lips and show them passion. i know i will always be by your side. youll never be alone and naked to the world. never overexposed.

but i guess i cant tell the future either. just as much as you i cant predict that im always going to be there. i cant say that ill never let go or that ill be able to protect you from harm or worse yet protect your heart from being broken. all i can truely do is be me. promise to give what i have. a promise to show you what my words cant describe. and give you what is priceless. give you love that you never truely had.

at least i hope