I love that I make you sick

By openureyes

I wish you wouldn't spend your days analyzing all that I do
I wish you could see things from my side
I wish you wouldn't let me push you away only to beg for me back the next day
I wish you wouldn't shortly thereafter tell me I am still unforgivable
I wish i could say I am not gonna let that happen again

I cant turn back time
I cant undue all that was done
I cant make you understand why
I cant be the girl you thought I should be

I want to you to know it broke my heart every time you cried
I want you to know not a day goes by I dont feel the guilt
I want to make you remember that the same reasons you fell in love with me are what keeps you from me today
I want to take all your pain away

I hate the way it has to end
I hate your fucked up attitude
I hate that I stood by you through your rough times and you abandoned me in mine
I hate the way you fucking judge me
I hate the sick way I feel when I see your face

I love that I'm the only one who can make you cry
I love that you are cold and emotionless and no one but me will ever get a rise out of you like I could
I love that you have no idea how sick you are
I love that one day you will meet someone new and she will tell you for me
And for some fucked up reason I still love you
But I hate you for compelling me to write this garbage

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© 2007 openureyes
Published on Wednesday, April 18, 2007.     Filed under: "Love" and "Poetry"
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  • Moonflower On Monday, July 27, 2009, Moonflower (301)By person wrote:

    great write =]

  • A former member wrote: I liked the message you were trying to send, but I think your a bit messed up on the way your seeing this person...choices

  • Mylissa On Wednesday, April 18, 2007, Mylissa (845)By person wrote:

    this was absolutely outstainding. What an expression of emotions. perfect.

  • Bella Butchery On Wednesday, April 18, 2007, Bella Butchery (724)By person wrote:

    i wrote once *wishfull thoughts tighten around my neck*.... you should give this to maybe that *special* person, unless this is totally metaphorical of course... once again, dig the honesty.

  • A former member wrote: agree with both..but most of all i hate that you can bring tears to my eyes!..GREAT WRITE BABE! ~Manda~

  • A former member wrote: beautiful but sad. heart breaking write. ~ saddened.

  • Vilification On Wednesday, April 18, 2007, Vilification (20)By person wrote:

    love it, but is it all worth it in the end

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