What I am feeling right now.

By Adam

What I am feeling right now.
Love (I just can’t stand it any more)
Hate (how does love and hate go together? why do I find myself feeling this when I look at her?)
Jealousy (I want her… but others get her?)
Submissive (I need to be controlled… by someone)
Loneliness (I just need some one to hug- I miss my mom)
Desperate (I am filled with these things, any suggestions?)

I know this is just a stupid list and it will come down in less then 10 days, but this is me tonight…

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Published on Monday, January 9, 2006. Filed under: "Non-Fiction" and "List"

Comments on "What I am feeling right now."

On Friday, February 27, 2015, Livingdeadgirl (57) wrote:

its not stupid... it's emotions tht u r feeling.... never count them as stupid.... if they r stupid when u feel them, then they r stupid for everyone, then feelings r inadiquate every time and day.... and u did good expressing yourself, keep ur head high cuz u r uniquely u...
On Saturday, January 26, 2008, Mari (419) wrote:

Ohhhh love and hate most definitely DO go together, if you really love someone, you can adore them and want to slap their face at the same time..
A former member wrote: something else... but not bad. I only miss the "careless" part. (Most people have something they don't care about) But probably you didn't care to write it down.
On Thursday, May 18, 2006, Dissolving Poet (560) wrote:

Aww this was just sad I wanted to give you a big head and smooch and tell you it's alright
On Tuesday, May 16, 2006, Cattarax (211) wrote:

hmmmm ... I am begining to see :)
On Saturday, February 18, 2006, Adam (242) wrote:

i hide them form most just not to the DP community :)
On Saturday, February 18, 2006, Adam (242) wrote:

*I | from
On Friday, February 17, 2006, Vicious Pixie (58) wrote:

no stupid at all...i'm continually filled with conflicting emotions...at least you can still be honest about yours instead of hiding from them like a lot of people
On Monday, January 23, 2006, Pitch Black Heart (12) wrote:

there's nothing stupid about this i have feelings like this all the time
On Friday, January 20, 2006, vaultgrl (185) wrote:

wish i could help you feel better adam....but i like that you were able to put it into words...that better then me.....
On Friday, January 20, 2006, Adam (242) wrote:

bu when you get it in to words it comes out so much better....
On Wednesday, January 11, 2006, Forgotten Angel (309) wrote:

im feeling the same way..but not for the same reasons..and i'd be there for you in a second, if i could be adam..cuz ur like..almost family to me...and i hate to see you hurting..i really do..-Kel
On Tuesday, January 10, 2006, Darkest_Addiction (44) wrote:

i agree with petty i havent got a clue most of the time and youcan tell me anything ya want even if you think its stupid k?
A former member wrote: everyone feels lost and alone and confused probably most of their lives i know i do
On Tuesday, January 10, 2006, TaintedButterfly (653) wrote:

Feelings we have are never stupid. Things will get better, keep smiling. I know the feeling of missing my mom too. *Hugs, hugs & more hugs* Julia~
On Monday, January 9, 2006, A poet of madness (114) wrote:

it makes sense. i've felt all that and more at one point or another. it felt like my brain was screaming and i wanted to do the same... and one day, in a room full of people, i did. nobody knew the difference.
On Monday, January 9, 2006, Adam (242) wrote:

there was more, but i could not put the rest on the list, i dont know how to say it...