i'm not sorry it happened...

By xserratedsoulx



dear you~

i am sitting on the cracked sidewalk, below a streetlamp. the shattered glass lying around me has become very tempting. i want to carve your name onto my skin because it seems so fiting. you became a part of me, and it hurts. but i am trying not to be angry or bitter about that, because i knew it would happen. and you did make me happy for awhile. a real kind of happy. even if the reason for that happiness was a lie. thank you for that. i really am trying to be grateful, you know. thank you for being my best friend, while it lasted.thank you for gtiving me someone to trust. thank you for letting me fall in love, one last time.i'm not sorry it happened.at least i don't think so. and i don't blame you or hate you, really. i just wish it didn't hurt this much.

~me~

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Copyright 2005 xserratedsoulx
Published on Wednesday, August 3, 2005.     Filed under: "Poetry"
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  • soul_versing On Monday, August 25, 2014, soul_versing (883)By person wrote:

    Retrospectively sound because some times we need to convince ourselves/others of our wants and desires. I love the soften tone that you bring out in this, and the ending sentiment it leaves deep inside my chest. Scholar

  • A former member wrote: sigh...if it mad you happy for a while then it was all worth it! Scholar

  • ColourGod On Sunday, March 9, 2008, ColourGod (44)By person wrote:

    Optimistic as one can realistically be about such a situation. Kudos on adding to the pile of broken hearts that sit in the high corner of this room. Well done.

  • A former member wrote: That temptation is strong and demanding, but nothing is forgotten if you write it on yourself, physically or emotionally. I should know, these words are all too familiar... and the way you wrote it was exactly right for this write. ~Silver~

  • A former member wrote: this is probably the best display of honesty and raw emotion i've seen on this site in a long long time. Sinner...(refrence my poem "Sinner" for why I called you that)

  • A former member wrote: i truely think this is an amazing piece of emotional display i just can't get over it. I'm in such awe i think i will read it a few more times and remember when i felt this but could not find the words

  • A former member wrote: I feel your pain, i know this was written a while ago, i hope ur feeling better, i know i'm only just geting over my heartbreak and it's been almost 5 monthes, stay strong

  • BeautifulCalamity On Wednesday, December 7, 2005, BeautifulCalamity (428)By person wrote:

    darling, the first part of this is very beautiful.. the whole piece is, i just wish you weren't hurting so much..

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