Soiled

Pounding on my skin,
Deep sorrows lie within.
Been alone all these years,
Silently choking on my tears.
I'm drowning from the pain,
I'll never trust you again.
I let you have my heart,
Yet again it's torn apart.
All I want is a truce,
No more lies, no abuse.
Gone to face the world again,
Yet not allowed to with my sin.
I wanted to be loved so bad,
And right then you were all I had.
I asked you for the love I needed,
You said yes hoping to get what you greeded.
You won me over,
I gave in sober.
All I wanted was to be loved,
Just cuddled and hugged.
You said you wanted more,
After I gave in you walked out the door.
Thats the story of our being,
I only wish you would've seen.
I loved you but you lied to me,
Now no one will ever know the true me.