I've been so far
lived way too long
I've been every where
but no where I belong
I don't know why I'm still alive
So many times I've thought of suicide
I hurt myself along with others to deal with the pain
But from all of this what do I gain?
The pleasure of your blood curdling screams
only last so long
You try to tell me what I'm doing is wrong
But look at yourself you're not so great either
You're just jealous cause now I'm deadlier
Look at you now you're a Christian
you think you're so pure
I know what lies behind your eyes
I know everything that goes through your mind
Why won't you just let me bleed?
My thirst for blood is what I must feed
I've lived way to long
Everything I do always goes wrong
Let me have just this one need met
Torn flesh and blood is what I must get
all of this you don't have to understand
But all of the reasons you still demand
Don't push me too far cause I'll kill you too
My pain and greed is not a good mix
Just let me go and have my fix
You leave for now but I know you'll be back
But I'll warn you beware cause I'm on the attack