I'm Sorry

I'm sorry that I hurt you,
Sorry I made you cry.
but you didn't have to play with me,
You didn't have to lie.
I stayed up late last night,
Carving into my arm.
I was talking on the phone,
They told me not to cause me harm.
But I couldn't help myself,
I needed to let it out.
I sat in my room and cried,
Because its you i cannot be without.
I'm not saying that I love you,
I just hold you very dear.
Lately out of confusion,
I feel sad when you are near.
I wanted to be your girlfriend,
But you went and messed with my mind.
Though I don't think you meant it,
Any care was hard to find.
I've lost myself once more,
I lost it to the pain.
I just wanted you to know,
I can never love you again.
I'm sorry.