Broken

Don't get me wrong,
I'm happy for you.
I just want you to know,
I would've stayed with you right through.
I want you to be happy,
Though it tears at my heart.
I wanted to be with you,
But you wanted us apart.
i don't hate you,
But you screwed with my head.
Now, quite often,
I just wanna be dead.
I hate the feelings,
That are coming from my soul.
Without you here,
I no longer feel whole.
But I must move on,
It seems you already have.
You never really loved me,
I just wish you could have.
you told me before,
That my attempts were in vain.
But now don't know,
My only feeling is pain.
But now I am broken,
Destroyed once more.
My only message is,
I can suffer no more.
GOODBYE.