Emotionless

There is a void,
Within myself.
I try to fight,
But it wants out.
I cry out in pain,
As it tears at my soul.
The voice in my head,
Getting louder still.
In my head,
All I hear is kill.
It's getting so loud,
It's making me ill.
The voice screams at me,
To do things I don't want.
But now that I think about it,
I want those things bad.
I want to be naughty,
A sex goddess, a whore.
But what I realize most,
Is that I'm wanting you more.
As the voices scream at me,
I begin to listen.
And what they are saying,
Sounds too good to pass up.
This demon within,
Makes a bargain with me.
It wants to come out,
It swears it'll make me free.
I'm tired of fighting,
I just want to let go.
I finally let go,
I give up my soul.
And this demon inside me,
Screams in triumph.
I finally let go of it all,
To this demon inside me.
Now this void,
Seems bigger to me.
The emotions once shown,
No longer exist.
Now I am the void,
And this demon is me.
I'm no longer in control,
No longer free.