end of sufferring

My eyes burn so much lately,
I'm dry and out of tears.
Just thinking about him,
Brings out all of my fears.
Lately I just,
Wanna die.
So there will be,
No more tears for me to cry.
I'm longing now,
To end it all.
Cause I wanna die,
He won't even see me fall.
He doesn't care,
I don't think he ever will.
So right now,
I must take these pills.
It says it will end,
All my sufferring now.
I write this note,
Cause I want you to know how.
I'm ending it now,
Because of you.
I want it to stop,
Because it's all true.
All this pain,
That I go through.
Is no longer here,
No longer by you.
No longer will I suffer,
From your blank stare.
Because right now,
I really don't care.
No longer will I suffer,
I don't need you anymore.
Because according to you,
I'm just a little whore.
No longer will I suffer,
I don't need you anymore.
Because with you gone,
I'm now bleeding on the floor.
No longer will I suffer,
I don't care where your at.
Because I end it all tonight,
With the sound of a silent splat.