Satin

And
 

Just when…

I swore ultimate defeat

To betrayal laced in star.dust


 

Picking through wilted memories

And...
                               He... 
 

Do you...
                                                ...Mean the things, you neglect to say??...

I'm lost...

In his sky...

Where...
Stars forgot to shine

 

&
He 
Kept speaking...

Swearing never again...
The louder he whispered 
The more he believed

Maybe...

Futile...
Pointless... 
Meaningless...

To be lost amongst his words
As if I can mend
What wants to be broken

&
He continued...
To speak...

I begged him to stop...
Constructing a noose of lace
Selecting a place 
So I can fall with grace 

 

But...

He is brok.en
Torn, shattered & abused
Unrepairable 
...Or so he believes

He...

Doesn't realize
My nails tracing his spine
Is the remedy for his shattered ego

&
Again...
He spoke...

 

His voice is comfortable
I want to fall apart in his arms 

...Trust him...
With demons I don't trust myself

Professing darkest of hearts

He swears he is unable to love again

As I sit here
Replaying conversations of days past
I wish she would just be what you want
So... 
You would be with her
&
I can remove you

...Head.space is valuable...
                                                      ...It was to late before I noticed...

                                                                  ...How much I have given you....

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I need a secret keeper
A key holder, to the soul I promised to sell