UnRequited Ideals

watching the world fly by
Spliff in hand, thinking.
I coulda been great, man
instead I'm stuck where I am.
always to remain.
in my head imagine i was strong enough to put this life in front of others
Imagine being asked to shine a Light, a Beacon for the few Whose Eye Are Similarly Contrived,

Lets feel Ridden.
Ridden of Trust,
Forgiveness to Cope.
Alter the Past with hope.
Lift your smile.(sending A Cold embodied Argyled Ideal to be deciphered)
Growing to be this man who can't Take Care of His Land.
Has dreams to large to Conceive if you saw past the Rusted Door mold.
You one of few who fast held patience for several Moments then understood in motion. rotation thru lifes constant plights key to UnChain humanity's progressive heights

Trust This
this Characters Name,
Comes from a Past we to whisper
That is all that can be Said.


Lets dwell in squalorous Agony. Determined With Regretful ideals.
Enough will kill the Same.

Fame is but a Glance.
To see others Pedestaled their thought Being Had.
bear their praise and glory.
Quick write it down for witnesses Testimony.

First Place,
Catching Breath
Teathing Unsportsman Jest.

One floating for a Moment in the clouds.
Mind falls back sinking for ground
Feeling above those around.
Now accomplished Others proud.

But really I Feel shrouded
I show my Strength men tend to coward.
Till they see a silent upperhand.
Must they Feel I put them down when I'm winning I'd like my circle be stanced side me.

From this implore.
View my Seat From a Perspective pew,
Everyone Deals with passages of Life.
Weather your angry while young r-old.
Or Shrouded in minds Fog,
uncertain Steps may Take Your Lifes Soul.
Acting like a sponge copying friends.
Even Worried and stressed over a test.

To be me
Is to hide the best parts that could be.
To be fat.
Imagine your black or Hispanic at that.
it's a fear of shame letting down yourself for simple mistakes that could have held Gain.

RULED- you have the Weight So You can Finish the cake.
Here Hold This clutch plate.
Big Fat Retards stay quite i
On the set

You growing and your young.

Look.as I'm broken from similar Drugs
Old man spares me a cautioned Tale
See.i do not know how to hold your hand.
To lead with steps down into sand.
My path is frought.
Seen by others as a mysterious jaunt.
I'm bigger than most can Perceive but Regarded as a Passive Stone Tucked in the dirt you kick on the road.
To unhinge my Range for anger Bingeing boiling up Compassion for Somthing at game.
The fields in flames fire Ruined For Greivious cupcakes.
Yet my hold to Soak in The Breath that would Darken My Soul
Boils seconds After your Fear had Fold.

In the corners of Others silent iteration
come Hollow thoughts filled with distain and unrequited Ill for

If you could only grasp my ingenuity for the world I see in front of me
If I had a doubt,
I'd spout out help for opinions on issues than pout.
If only I could entitle my Worth to a entity who name was bigger than warlords
I'd give my Chest To deserve ones suffering.

I
Shy way from opportune moments
Challenge myself as rubbish pile.
Work hard for every moment I'm On The site representing the Company I'm filed.
Contemplating Actions Befor They are taken.
Get frustrated when peers run native
If u had it my way youd still be blubbering

Regretting things iv done
More for spelling truth on those I must trust.
Cause in the end its only you burning to dust.
Lest you hold a heart to Extend.
If I may spare you life
in my expense to repent for my family's namesake lest commence.

Most think love is abundant to spew.
It takes more than a night to brew.
Fights into new lights bring insights about your Partners Plight for Rights.
Dont hold someone down.
Have the keys to open the doors to make their home found.
Never lock them in or withhold their spirit.
Grasp your world and those who are near it.