i need prayers

By Nemo

to all those who keep me going thankyou.
this site as saved me many times.
something in me has chaged i'm not the same person as i used to be. i keep searchng for that little kid inside of me. but that kid sady has disappeared. i tried to keep a smile on my face. now only tears are on my face. im such a fucking digrace to everyone it seems like.i cant do anything without fucking up, one way or another.
i have no more energy i have no more prde i have no more hope.
i dont know anymore. ive hurt everyone that ive ever gotten close to. im just tired you know? the flashbacks the blur into the present. i dont want to die.  yet i dont want to live. im losing the battle inside myself. 
i just need some prayers guys i love you all i dont want to die. yet i dont want to keep living the way i been. 

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Copyright 2019 Nemo
Published on Thursday, November 7, 2019.     Filed under: "Poetry"
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  • Lil Rorschach On Saturday, November 9, 2019, Lil Rorschach (105)By person wrote:

    If I am a ghost why can't I fucking fly yet? Not being a live and not being dead is horrible, I have been there and I have helped people out of that rut. I wish you the best friend, know that we are all here for you. Live a long happy healthy life friend. We know your pain.

  • Hope in despair On Friday, November 8, 2019, Hope in despair (128)By person wrote:

    Thank you Nemo, for baring your soul here. I will pray for you with all my heart! You have my word. It takes courage to admit that my friend. I applaud you!

  • 13sonsofgod On Friday, November 8, 2019, 13sonsofgod (900)By person wrote:

    Dear dark one, let not your heart be troubled. For we all have fell, all have hurt others, myself included...just know and learn as i have, that our hurt and choices can make us very strong if we understand ourselves and others. Your words here are very strong and true, for in this darkness, fucking worriors are born...well done here NEMO, and my pleasure to meet you....13.........

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