i need prayers
to all those who keep me going thankyou.
this site as saved me many times.
something in me has chaged i'm not the same person as i used to be. i keep searchng for that little kid inside of me. but that kid sady has disappeared. i tried to keep a smile on my face. now only tears are on my face. im such a fucking digrace to everyone it seems like.i cant do anything without fucking up, one way or another.
i have no more energy i have no more prde i have no more hope.
i dont know anymore. ive hurt everyone that ive ever gotten close to. im just tired you know? the flashbacks the blur into the present. i dont want to die. yet i dont want to live. im losing the battle inside myself.
i just need some prayers guys i love you all i dont want to die. yet i dont want to keep living the way i been.