7:45am

missing Your touch
Your soft gentle skin
missing Your laugh
and the ways that we sinned
missing the way
that You made me feel 
but i found out
none of those feelings were real
a simple illusion
just another cliche
just another trick
to get us both through the day
just a simple light 
a long strand of hope
quiet long was in length but 
thin was the rope
i hope that this time
he wont fail me like You
i hope that this time
he'll help me get through
all of Your lies and all of Your games
i hope that he puts me together again
i hope that one day
as years come to pass
i'll learn to forgive
and leave whats broke in the past
but for now i'll keep healing
and trying my best
along by his side
where my feelings wont rest
feelings for him and feelings for you
i dont even know
what
is 
true
anymore...